Jeddah doesn't get rain. We got 4 minutes of it in January and people filmed it.
So I forget about the smell until I'm home in July. This year my mother's raincoat was
on the door hook. Yellow, plastic, with a hood that never stays up. I picked it
up to move it and stopped. That smell hit me before it got anywhere near my face.
Rubber and wet cement and something a bit sour. I'm 8 again, standing at the
school gate in Santoshnagar with my bag over my head. My raincoat was the same yellow.
My brother's was blue and he cried because he wanted mine. The auto never came until
the rain slowed. We stood there for 40 minutes watching puddles fill up. A man selling
roasted corn kept his tray under a plastic sheet and sold out twice. My mother walked
in and saw me holding it near my face. She said, put it back, it's old.
I said it smells like school. She sniffed it once, shrugged and said, it smells like plastic. My
brother heard from the next room and shouted that the yellow one was supposed to be his. He's
34 now, has a beard and a car loan, and still wants it. It rained on my last evening.
I wore the raincoat out to the gate just to see. It was too small in the shoulders and
the hood slid back at once. I stood there anyway. A neighbour's kid stared at me like I'd lost my
mind. She was 6 and I'm 38. The raincoat is back on the hook. My flight was the next morning.