💬 Husband ka Affair

Asalaam alikom, Mera naam Ameena hai, aur mere 2 bache hai ek 5 saal aur ek 2 saal ke hai, mere husaband dammam main job karte hai, main every 4 ya 5 months main Dammam visit karti hun 3 months ke liye ya kabhi 2 months ke liye.. Mere ko kuch mahino se mehsoos ho raha tha ke mere shohar kuch badal gaya hai. Pehle woh ghar aate hi usse apne din ki har baat batata tha, lekin ab aksar phone haath mein liye chup rehta aur raat der se ghar aata. Ek raat inka ka phone table par reh gaya. maine koi talaash nahi ki, bas ek message screen par nazar aa gaya: “Aaj tumhare bina rehna mushkil tha… kal phir milte hain.” mere haath kaanpne lage. maine husband se poocha, “Kya tumhari zindagi mein koi aur hai?” Husband kuch der khamosh raha… phir usne nazrein jhuka kar kaha, “Haan.” Mere liye sabse mushkil uska affair nahi tha. Sabse mushkil yeh tha ke jis insaan ko woh apni poori duniya samajhti thi, uske liye main ab us duniya ka hissa hi nahi rahi thi. lekin us raat maine rona band kar diya. Usne sirf itna kaha, “Tumne mera bharosa toda hai, lekin main tumhari wajah se khud ko nahi todungi.” Agli subah, mai ne apni zindagi ka pehla faisla apne liye kiya, aur main apne maa ke ghar chali gai, 1 month ke bad wo meri maa ke ghar aaya mujhe le jane ke liye, maine usse bola kyun aaye ho, ussi se shadi karlete, usne kahan mere jaane ke bad usne almost 2 lakh rs liye husband se kuch kaam ke liye aur bhag gai. Usne mujhe ek option ki tarha use kiya hai, maine aur meri maa ne faisla kya ke wapas chale jana behtar hoga is ke sath kyun ke mere 2 masoom bache hai, is duniya main akeli aurat ko log kaisi kaisi naazron se dekhte hai apko pata hi hoga. Thank you Ameena

Ameena mam apki kahani ka sabse dardnaak pehlu yeh hai ke apne sirf apne shohar ko nahi, balki apna bharosa aur apni jagah bhi khoyi. Do masoom bachon ki wajah se wapas jaana uska kamzor hona nahi, balki ek maa ka mushkil faisla tha. Lekin usse apni izzat aur sukoon ko kabhi nazarandaz nahi karna chahiye.