I finished my first 10k last Sunday. 1 hour 12 minutes, right in
the middle of the pack. I trained for about 4 months, mostly alone before
sunrise, and I thought I knew what to expect. I expected the legs
to be the problem. They were sore, sure, but that wasn't the hard part.
The hard part was my own head, somewhere around the 7 kilometre mark. Out
of nowhere I started bargaining. Just walk for a minute. Nobody will notice. The route
was full of people by then, clapping and shouting, and that is what saved me.
A stranger on the side held out a cup of water and shouted my number.
Another runner passed me and said "come on, 3 more" like we'd known each other for years.
I had practised alone with headphones. Nobody clapped at 6 am on my street.
So I didn't know that a crowd could physically carry you. It sounds silly but
it does. At the finish I didn't cry or jump. I just stood there
holding a banana, confused. Then I got a medal that was lighter than I expected
and I loved it anyway. The real feeling came 2 days later, when I
walked into work and my legs hurt. I kept smiling at nothing on the stairs.
I think I'm hooked. Already looking at the next one. The medal hangs next to the mirror now and nobody is
allowed to touch it. I've already signed up for another one in 3 months. My legs have not been told yet.